Yay!!!!!
Boo!!!!!!
Speaking of, that exercise (I think) should be higher on myfitnesspal. But I'm no cider or health professional.
Thursday, May 7, 2015
Wednesday, May 6, 2015
Tuesday, May 5, 2015
Begin at the Beginning
There is no other way to start off this blog other than to say I feel fat. My clothes fit wrong. My jeans don't contain (best word) my gut. My muffin top is overflowing. I'm 5'4", I weigh 170 pounds and I'm fat.
I've never been this heavy before, and I have an idea as to the behind of the weight: I'm severely unhappy. I am unable to get a permanent job. I live in a city I really don't like. I have a great boyfriend, but I am unhappy with the city/job situation. I've had one of my worst jobs EVER here. Like ever. I've declared bankruptcy here. I don't have a house, or even an apartment. My job is okay, but as every consultant knows, it's day-to-day. Add in bad news for family, and everything combined (except for the happy of awesome boyfriend!), makes me unhappy. Severely so. And apparently, I eat. Not a TON at every meal, but enough to erase my 30-pounds lost in 2007.
So today, I start at the beginning. I start changing my life. I start eating healthier. I start exercising. I start taking care of me. If I focus on me, what my body is telling me it needs and wants, the rest will sort itself out. I can't fix it all, but I can work on me. And that's my start.
Exercise; Started w/ Turbo Jam, learning the moves and TurboJam Burn (but my DVD is scratched)
I've never been this heavy before, and I have an idea as to the behind of the weight: I'm severely unhappy. I am unable to get a permanent job. I live in a city I really don't like. I have a great boyfriend, but I am unhappy with the city/job situation. I've had one of my worst jobs EVER here. Like ever. I've declared bankruptcy here. I don't have a house, or even an apartment. My job is okay, but as every consultant knows, it's day-to-day. Add in bad news for family, and everything combined (except for the happy of awesome boyfriend!), makes me unhappy. Severely so. And apparently, I eat. Not a TON at every meal, but enough to erase my 30-pounds lost in 2007.
So today, I start at the beginning. I start changing my life. I start eating healthier. I start exercising. I start taking care of me. If I focus on me, what my body is telling me it needs and wants, the rest will sort itself out. I can't fix it all, but I can work on me. And that's my start.
Exercise; Started w/ Turbo Jam, learning the moves and TurboJam Burn (but my DVD is scratched)
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| Me, clothed. My tummy is SO BIG my pants hurt. |
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| Same poses, in shorts and sports bra |
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| Starting weight |
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