I've never been this heavy before, and I have an idea as to the behind of the weight: I'm severely unhappy. I am unable to get a permanent job. I live in a city I really don't like. I have a great boyfriend, but I am unhappy with the city/job situation. I've had one of my worst jobs EVER here. Like ever. I've declared bankruptcy here. I don't have a house, or even an apartment. My job is okay, but as every consultant knows, it's day-to-day. Add in bad news for family, and everything combined (except for the happy of awesome boyfriend!), makes me unhappy. Severely so. And apparently, I eat. Not a TON at every meal, but enough to erase my 30-pounds lost in 2007.
So today, I start at the beginning. I start changing my life. I start eating healthier. I start exercising. I start taking care of me. If I focus on me, what my body is telling me it needs and wants, the rest will sort itself out. I can't fix it all, but I can work on me. And that's my start.
Exercise; Started w/ Turbo Jam, learning the moves and TurboJam Burn (but my DVD is scratched)
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Me, clothed. My tummy is SO BIG my pants hurt. |
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Same poses, in shorts and sports bra |
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Starting weight |
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